Another Rant.
Sometimes I wish I couldn't hear, so I wouldn't be able to hear when people yell, and fight with eachother. Screaming at eachother. This way I wouldn't get sad and upset when people are yelling. I couldn't hear them.
Sometimes I wish I was blind. This way I couldn't see what this world is becoming. I couldn't see someone get hurt. I couldn't see someone slap a woman for no reason, but that she "disobeyed".
Sometimes I wish I wasn't sick all the time. I could laugh and play and have alot more fun if I wasn't. I could work and support my family. I could clean...I could do alot more stuff.
But over all these bad things....there is good.
I'm happy I can hear, because I can hear my Fiance's voice. -the best thing in the world, to hear him laugh, giggle, and say I love you. I can hear the voices of children, which also brings me joy. New life brings me joy too. I can hear my familys voices and everything else.
If I was blind, I couldn't see my finace, my family, my grandma, someones smile, a bird, a cat...and so on.
The only good thing about being sick, is that I don't work. Can't. I love to work though. Alot. I hate everything else about it.
BLAH BLAH BLAH!
Anyways, I love ya all!(My family that is) and friends of course!
1 comment:
Jenni, we all love you so much! I am glad you can see and hear and that you feel everything so deeply. You are so special and how I wish you felt better so that you could do all that makes you happy. God has a plan for you, just as He does for all of us. I wish I knew what His plan is for you, since it is so unclear to us right now. But we will continue to pray for you both and love you.
Love,
Grandma
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