Moooo.

It's been long over due for an update.

Still trying to get on SS. I have a Lawyer now though!

We'll be moving to Custer SD after I'm on it, or the end of July. ^^ Latest we'll move is September.

Worried

So, I'm talking to my sister on MSN Live Messnger, and I find out my family is being kicked out of their house. Sandra and CJ have to find a new place to live. Holly and Drew plan on staying with Drew's parents...and then mom, dad and Julie have no where to go I guess. Julie will most likely be staying with me once I'm on SS until mom and Dad find a place or until they are settled in....I'm scarred though. What if they can't find a house? Wildcat is all they have....


And I also found out I have arthritis in my lower back....well in my right sacroiliac joint. they need to do a CT scan to find out if I have Ankylosing Spondylitis

Update

I know it's been a long time since I posted on this, I I guess an update is needed. Correct?

As it stands, I'm awaiting an aproved letter from SS. And hopefully a check.
I'm scared though...because I do not want to go through an apeal...too scary...I'd faint. I swear I would.
I'm hoping to find out before the 22nd. As I will be going to Fargo ND then, for a Rheumalogy app.
Great. Hopefully new meds! And maybe an ideal as to what to eat and how I should exersize. =)

AND, I wish I could go to Holly's baby shower. There would be a possiblty...IF Ashton had Saturday,Sunday and Monday off. ^_^ But sadly only Friday. And we don't have the money, which is also why I want a check. Once I'm on that, we have a higher chance of visting...even if Ashton can't because of work. Hmm...And not to mention, I'd be able to get my teeth fixed.

Monthly has been a bit of a pain today and last night. My lower tummy hurts so badly, but I have no meds for it. And I have a hard time eating. I start to feel nausous. Blah. My back hurts like heck also. It hurts to move, stand, or sit. I tried laying on our bed and it hurts then too. My back didn't hurt as much when I layed on the couch tho. =) But it's so far away. If I wanted to I could move it closer to my compy and closer to Ashton. But too much work.
I also noticed my mouth is Alot drier than normally, and I've been drinking about a glass of water everynight before bed to help...but when I wake up it's like I haven't drank any water for days and days.

Thursday I made some No Bake Cookies w/ lots of peanut butter for Ashton to bring in for work. They were not all gone when he got off work, but I guess everyone really liked them. One of them told Ashton " Tell Jenna that she can make anything to bring in with Ashton" Meaning, she must have really really liked them. It made me happy. I plan to make some brownies not this thursday, but next thurdays. I might make something every two weeks or so. ^_^
And I so badly want a bread maker! Someone must buy me one!

And as it looks, we WILL be getting married April 20th, 2008! I need to know where I can buy some invites to make a guess on how many people would like to go. Mehoho!
Mom is sending me one of my dresses, and so if Aunt Stacy cannot make the one I want in time or something has a problem, then I can wear that one. Back up basically. =)

And I still want them to plan second wedding! SO BETTER START MAH! =P

I'm shakey. But I'm not hungery at all...mater of fact I really haven't been lately. And for once in weeks...I gained like 4 pounds. Probably due to Monthly. Evil! It causes so many problems.

Sjogren's World

Sjogren's World is a website based on Sjogren's Syndrome (What I have. )

You can go there and register in the Forums and post questions or anything. I'm SilberKatze there. ^_^

The Weekend....

Saturday, May 17th 2008

On our TV on the Starz movie part, they had a Pirate weekend. Which means, The Curse, Dead Man's Chest, and At world's end. It was awesome. It was Ashton's last day of work until Tuesday (An hour from now), and it seemed as if it was going great. Matter of fact, it was almost perfect. Clear blue skies, a little chilli, but perfect. As has been since snow actually stop giving us april fools...after april was done for.

The clock was tinking. We were waiting...for what? This friday, the 23. After it I have a higher chance of being on SS. =)

Sunday, May 18th 2008

Food, that's what my tummy said when I woke up at 12pm. I can't remember what happened on sunday, but all I know is I got a baby-sitting job for Monday, Tuesday, and wednesday. and Sarah and I had a long talk about many things. She thinks I'm beautiful. She wants to help me. She wants me to be in her life, and I said I will. and many other things she said.

MONDAY, MAY 19 2008:

I wake up with only sleeping an hour and a half. since 4:45am to 5:30pm I was watching a boy named Hunter. And now I've got hives on my legs. He worned me out big time, luckly...I don't have to baby sit until Wednesday. Hunter's father called and said that. =) So I'ma making some money. Wonder what God has planned for me then.

Blah

Going to see an eye doctor this tuesday at 3:00pm. =) We'll see how that goes.

I wish...

Another Rant.

Sometimes I wish I couldn't hear, so I wouldn't be able to hear when people yell, and fight with eachother. Screaming at eachother. This way I wouldn't get sad and upset when people are yelling. I couldn't hear them.

Sometimes I wish I was blind. This way I couldn't see what this world is becoming. I couldn't see someone get hurt. I couldn't see someone slap a woman for no reason, but that she "disobeyed".

Sometimes I wish I wasn't sick all the time. I could laugh and play and have alot more fun if I wasn't. I could work and support my family. I could clean...I could do alot more stuff.

But over all these bad things....there is good.

I'm happy I can hear, because I can hear my Fiance's voice. -the best thing in the world, to hear him laugh, giggle, and say I love you. I can hear the voices of children, which also brings me joy. New life brings me joy too. I can hear my familys voices and everything else.

If I was blind, I couldn't see my finace, my family, my grandma, someones smile, a bird, a cat...and so on.

The only good thing about being sick, is that I don't work. Can't. I love to work though. Alot. I hate everything else about it.


BLAH BLAH BLAH!

Anyways, I love ya all!(My family that is) and friends of course!

Trip Today

Today Ashton and I decide to go places. Normally we don't and it was a great day. He got me a flash light! And I got him an easter basket. =D Hehehehehe, fun.

NEW UPDATE ON SOCIAL SECURITY!

Yup, that's right.

Ashton has to fill out a form to "prove" what I have basically, and I have to call SS tomorrow. Woohoo, fun.

Eating Healthy:

Currently I am at 125 pounds, but I'm gaining fat in my tummy. I hate it. It's annoying as ever and I do not know why. I'm lossing, but also gaining. Here's the deal, what I eat and drink almost everyday. Some days may be differ.

I try to drink at least one full glass of milk. 5 glasses of COLD icewater. At least 2 servings of fruit and some sort of meat.

Today I have eaten :

Spaghetti w/ Meat, Tomato sause, olives, and onions.
Two Banana's.
Mac and cheese. Made with: 2% milk, butter, and the package stuff.
and of course...Candy...not much though. And one pop. Only because there was no ice, and I won't drink water without ice. It's horrible. I plan to cut out pop Completely! And I do exersize. Once a day.

I need suggestions for eating healthy and everything.

Darkness.

I thought I'd post why I say Darkness is 18 and over:

First, It's not a porno website.
Second, Members have posted "naked" pictures of themselves. Mostly in Chaos, which isn't there anymore. But there is bad language. They have poems that may be rated XXX, or worse, but usually you don't find thoses types of poems, or stories there. Also the reason why this is my favorites, is because this is where I met my Fiance. So don't say anything. Don't judge him over this website, cause I know some of you will.

Go here.

http://mnoutdoorsman.com/forums/index.php?topic=11120.msg79753#msg79753

Read the one by LittlePeople. =)

Blizzard: Snow, snow, and more snow.

And here I thought spring was right next to us. The grass was very green, not much snow was left...and it was decent out. I loved it. Then all of a sudden last night Brian said it was a blizzard out side. It's been snowing since last night and plans to stay that way until the morning. Maybe even longer. Woohoo. =(



Picture of the road outside of our house.

More pictures:

Ashton and I and the baby

Doesn't Ashton look like a father?

Kellen Joshua Decock-New Nephew

Full name: Kellen Joshua Decock
Born: March 31st 2008, at 7:30AM

Weight:	7 pounds 14 ounces
Length:	19.9 inches
Doctor:	Dr. Avis Dodd-Grothem
Delivered By:	Dr. Espejo

Parents: Amanita and Joshua D.

Pictures:


The baby, and the parents^

The Grandparents and the baby

Work Hours

So I found out when Ashton has to work and everything. Looks like he has to work all week, and then on Saturday and Sunday, he has those days off. Not tomorrow and Sunday, but next week mind you.
That's one thing I why I don't like summer. Is when you work, you work alot. Sure it's money, but it's not a whole lot of time.

Good morning sleepyhead.

It's 8:33am Friday the 4th of April and this morning we both are tired, and most likely hungery too. Yesterday after I left to go to DQ I sat around Ashton's car, hoping to see him get on break, but little did I know, he already had his break and he doesn't have them outside anymore. Due to it being cold. So later on I guess Wendy (Ashton's manager) told Amber I was there, and then Amber told Ashton I was there. So Ashton came out from just washing the windows and had to put something away so he came over and gave me his keys and asked me what's up basically. I told him I was waitin' for him, and that's when he told me already had break.
After that I went to Pamida as planned and got that all done. =)
This picture is of my cousin Zac. I think it's the cuttest picture I have ever seen of him.

2:37Pm- So I dicided to edit this to give you more information on how things were this morning. Ashton decided to sleep until 9am, so while he was sleeping I wrote this. At 9:07 am he got up and when he did, I decided to lay down. My chest is hurting again..alot. My arms, back, and everything hurts. I already took my meds for it all, but it doesn't seem to help. I really want May 23rd to be here already. I need to see that doctor. I also want April 20th here already.--I'm hoping that works out as planned.
Now I have a question; What is it like for you when your music is turned up so high you can't here? Is it like you hear a poem raining down?(That's how it is for me.)

Going into Town

Around 1-1:30pm I am going into perham with Sarah, she'll be dropping me off at DQ-Ashton's work, and from there I'll go to Pamida.

Today has been busy, only getting maybe an hour or two of sleep...maybe not even that. Since 6:40 I've been actually up out of bed. I forgot how it feels to wake up early and do lots of things. Tonight we'll for sure go to sleep earlier than 12am. Which will be very good. seeing as Ashton has to work again in the morning. He said that he noticed he has more energy when he gets more sleep, so this otta be very good.

I've been wanting to go to pamida for awhile now, it's just..getting there that's a problem. Haven't been able to go into town with Ashton when he goes to work, because it's been still too cold, and he is worried about me. Well, today I have to. I need to fill in prescriptions and refill in some. I also need to buy TP. If I can, I need to go to the clinic and talk to my doctor, but I think I'll do that friday or this monday. Seeing as Ashton doesn't have any days off, it's a little hard to get around when he doesn't have any off. But oh! today is Thursday, which means he'll find out if he has off, and stuff today.

We'll, that's all for now. Maybe another tonight. That way I can post when Ashton works and stuff.

Welcome me!

First post, whoo hoo!

Anyways, I'll try to update this with how Ashton and I are doing, and our niece and nephew and mom and dad. Basically the whole family that is here, and I may add some stuff from what I hear going on in South Dakota. And here is a picture from Ashton's sister Amanita's wedding. I was taking pictures of my niece Mariah. Oh she is such a cutie. =)





It's 7:44AM, and I have yet to sleep. I haven't been able to sleep because my teeth have been hurting during the night. I tried taking a pain killer that also helps make you fall asleep, but it only worked for a half hour. This morning I decided to take IBProphine, or whatever it is. My teeth haven't started to hurt since then, however..I still haven't slept. Once Ashton turned on the light though, I started to get tired. Now I'm eating left-over pizza and writing this because I need to be awake. I'm probably going to get a migrane soon because of lack of sleep.