The Weekend....

Saturday, May 17th 2008

On our TV on the Starz movie part, they had a Pirate weekend. Which means, The Curse, Dead Man's Chest, and At world's end. It was awesome. It was Ashton's last day of work until Tuesday (An hour from now), and it seemed as if it was going great. Matter of fact, it was almost perfect. Clear blue skies, a little chilli, but perfect. As has been since snow actually stop giving us april fools...after april was done for.

The clock was tinking. We were waiting...for what? This friday, the 23. After it I have a higher chance of being on SS. =)

Sunday, May 18th 2008

Food, that's what my tummy said when I woke up at 12pm. I can't remember what happened on sunday, but all I know is I got a baby-sitting job for Monday, Tuesday, and wednesday. and Sarah and I had a long talk about many things. She thinks I'm beautiful. She wants to help me. She wants me to be in her life, and I said I will. and many other things she said.

MONDAY, MAY 19 2008:

I wake up with only sleeping an hour and a half. since 4:45am to 5:30pm I was watching a boy named Hunter. And now I've got hives on my legs. He worned me out big time, luckly...I don't have to baby sit until Wednesday. Hunter's father called and said that. =) So I'ma making some money. Wonder what God has planned for me then.

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Going to see an eye doctor this tuesday at 3:00pm. =) We'll see how that goes.

I wish...

Another Rant.

Sometimes I wish I couldn't hear, so I wouldn't be able to hear when people yell, and fight with eachother. Screaming at eachother. This way I wouldn't get sad and upset when people are yelling. I couldn't hear them.

Sometimes I wish I was blind. This way I couldn't see what this world is becoming. I couldn't see someone get hurt. I couldn't see someone slap a woman for no reason, but that she "disobeyed".

Sometimes I wish I wasn't sick all the time. I could laugh and play and have alot more fun if I wasn't. I could work and support my family. I could clean...I could do alot more stuff.

But over all these bad things....there is good.

I'm happy I can hear, because I can hear my Fiance's voice. -the best thing in the world, to hear him laugh, giggle, and say I love you. I can hear the voices of children, which also brings me joy. New life brings me joy too. I can hear my familys voices and everything else.

If I was blind, I couldn't see my finace, my family, my grandma, someones smile, a bird, a cat...and so on.

The only good thing about being sick, is that I don't work. Can't. I love to work though. Alot. I hate everything else about it.


BLAH BLAH BLAH!

Anyways, I love ya all!(My family that is) and friends of course!